sheheartshim

2005-08-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

30august05 ; tuesday
yaayy ~ my prelim science practical finish lerhs ! ((: jus now went tp and eat pizza hut. wif ling qinyan xingkai kelvin. was playing de zhong ji mi mah. hohoho ~ me and xingkai never tio sia. sibei heng* gonna go meet dora soon in amk den wait for ling to finish sku before heading bugis.

29august05 ; monday
sku as usual. went j8 wif yun ; ping ; ling. bought a top which cost me $33 =.=" broke ~ my atm gonna BURST ~ x(( cannot spend animore. but dere ish still loads of things for me de shop for.

28august05 ; sunday
tuition. ((:

27august05 ; saturday
went towning with ling. omg shop de whole far east okie. lols. den bought clothings ((: spend alot siaa. hurhurs. saw alot ppl oso. saw leonard`s friend. one damm big grp lorhs. 20+ ppl lyke. dat see ler i turn siaa. so paiseh. summore so long never see dem liao. lols. only that time saw shihao in sparks others kinda of long never see lerhs. den i walk away. but i know dey saw me lahs. coz when i saw them dey were looking. den dono whu call donno whu. i immediately turn. keke ~ headed to heeren meet up wif leonard awhile. lols. saw lisa jie. my jie ish so cute ~ so long since i last see her ler. hurhurs. den went cine pak pool. till dora come. den go slack around. after dat me and ling go back amk. den she left ler i go meet xiaolong and friends. omg kan paisehs. took cabbie home coz no bus lerhs. hurhurs. dat day really spend loads.

2005-08-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

feeling bored and nth to do and so i came to blog. boringg !

arhgs* donno what had happen to me lo. things jus change as in my character and attitude blablabblaa ~ feeling so vexed abt everything. stress up. tis few days really din tok much. even to my sisters. x( sorry. i dun know why too. jus feel so lost and dun wanna care much abt things. mood swing and swing. almost make me burst into tears. haiis. donno lahs. i veiri FAN AH ~ =/ dun feel lyke toking to anione. dun feel lyke replying sms`s and dun wanna hear fone call. once i get irritated i will scream de person off. =( i am sorry. i feel so deserted living in this world. how i wish i could sleep and never wakes up.

i am beginning to be anti-social...
pleasemakemefeelbrandnew *

2005-08-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

secrets are to keep within de sealed mouth of you and i. x))

too much things hav been leaked out dat make me feel disgusted. sumone jus cant be trusted animore. lil things she has to leak to everyone to noe. you once said dat she cant keep secrets but i think you are de one whu cant keep secret. HAHAHA ~ =.= this days found out too mani things dat you hav leaked out. ((: i will never trust you animore...

glad to hav my baobei dora wif me x)) really treasure de strong bonds between us. loves*

todae kinda of quiet dun feel lyke toking much. yeayeas. jus slack around. haiis. things dun go de way i wan lahs. dun care lerhs. suppose to do my dnt folio but dun hav de mood to do. x(( gonna do later ? donno.

tml gonna hav emaths mock test AGAIN. sian lo !

@.@
puis*

2005-08-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

23august05; tuesday
feeling so wore out tis days. damm tired lorhs. dun feel lyke doing my dnt and stuffs. hahas. todae do my amaths test half way gave up as for emaths mock test even worst ! i do half way wanna doze off lerhs. but never lahs. my eyes were full of tired tears. do sum questions den i dun wanna do lerhs. ended updrawing on de blank piece of paper given. shhshs* dun wanan tell you what i draw. hehehee * =P secrets ~ recess ate wif valerie tingyin jiaen and szeyun. found out dat dey could be verii nice and sweet friends. haha. and linus came over to sit wif valerie. so sweettt ! hohoho ~ super long couples. think dey will last till marriage ? great possibility ! xDDD hmmms. a verii sum how i got a special feeling towards de HIM * hohoho. jus a lil crush ba? but i never see HIM before ~ sad sad sad. =(( [ currently waiting for him to online =DDD ]

donno why i jus i found out usually dat de person whu ish de closest to you cant be trusted. in front of eu. dey can act as if dey were verii close to you. but behind you. dey can backstabb you loads and loads ; tons and tons. i really hate living in this kinda of life lorhs. dun lyke to backstabb ppl. and of coz dun lyke ppl to backstabb me. i know what are dey thinking and of coz i know what dey hav tok behind me when i am not around. [ no offence to those surrounding me ; i ain saying abt dem ]

22august05 ; monday
hahas. jus stay back for remedials and stuffs. test after tests. boringg. suppose to go tuition but i reach home around 5+ and my tuition start at 5.30. korkor drove de car to donno where. so i do not hav a trasport. so skip it ! YAY ! hohohos. =P

21august05 ; sunday
went bugis wif yun after my tuition. waited for her damm long okiee. she was 1/2hr late ! bish* saw 2 peeps whu looks lyke sam`s cousins while waiting. =.=? dey were looking at me stragely too. coz dey walk pass me one was lyke ehhhhh... ~ lols. if i am not wrong one cor ben and another. dono. kekes. bought a freshbox shirt. xD loves it loads. yeaas. after dat shop and eat and home we go. reach home kinda of earlie around 8+ yeas. good girls ain we ? yun ish my shopping "auntie" !

sumhow oneday i will leave ;
to find a place where i belong ~

2005-08-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

last few days damm busy with all de school works and stuffs. staying back in school till kinda of late for remedials and stuffs. arhg* next week gonna hav loads of mock test and common test. dammit* had not prepared muaself for those. =P

hmmms. ytd went towning wif dora ; yun ; ling ; aloy ; yihui ; guoming. saw loads of peeps yeaa ? saw jasmine darlingk ; clement ; mua school peoples loads of them siaa ; priscialla ; james junior ; him* and SHI XIN HUI ((: i cant believe i actually saw him lo. at cuppage. =X was playing pool dat time den he walk past and was shock to see me. hahaha. i have not forget de past. but what can i do. its all past. x)) feeling damm paiseh lo. shhheshsh* saw shi xin hui in cine. yuckiee. hahaha. =X dun lyke her. woooo ~ bought muaself a purple top. x) after dat went arcade slack and hengs i manage to take de last bus home.

2005-08-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

hellos hellos hehe. i am back. x)) wat to say nehs. things going on well or not well i oso donno lehs. hope it turns to be smooth yea. i choose de ans to be no ler. coz really wanna concentrate on mua studies. pray hard to get a good result for mua o`s. so so so afraid to retain and stuffs lo. haiis. stress mua self. =X hmmms. ytd jus normal lessons in sku. after sku got chem remedial. so happy wif muaself lo. finally learn sumthing abt chemistry. xDDD after dat went tuition it was on physics. yea noe a lil too. glad* jus now in sku during dnt period was kinda of fun wif mua grp. lalaa ~ coz nth to do ler mahs. all playing. wahahaha. =XXX ish not say nth lahs. ish we lazy to do our folio. yeayea ~ during recess gossiping abt a girl. sad to say she dun lyke me ? wahahaha ! get it right. I DUN LYKE HER TOO. wahahaha. such a sluty bitch. yeayea ~ B I T C H ! SAW DAT YES DATS HER. hehe ! xDDDD after dat was some lessons. den was oral. gosh* donno can do well for mua o`s english oral anot leh. stop alot lor. not fluent de. i was so nervous okiee !! =XXX after dat went to play basketball. wahaha. but was stop by mr koh coz not wearing proper attire. yea. den i headed home. arhs* so sian now !!

2005-08-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

boring. feeling so stressup wanna study but donon why cannot. x( later gonna go tuition again. arghs* feeling so HOT now ~

ytd went sku`s carnival. meet up wif timothy and sky den headed in. awww. so awfully done lo. nth much. was trying to spend mua $10 !! haha. and i force de both of dem to eat. saw jiemeis around wif out own grps of friends. yeaa. ohyar. saw alot peeps in sku. ish lyke everyone was nicely dress. =.= hahaha ~ and i was wif only a tshirt ~ LOL dotdott ~ xDD den slack in sku for awhilee before headed for a movie. haha. went j8 found dat the maid only start at 3+ where it was only 11+ haha. den timothy check dat de timing was 00:00 at tpy and 12.10 was at yishun. so we headed to tpy and bought de 00:00 ticks ! gosh* ish a midnight movie ! hahaha. so luckily we manage to get change. phew* slack around went arcarde den timothy kip wanting to go home so we went off to their hse. i was alone sitting dere waiting for de 2MR come down. after dat awhile later went tpy again. by de time we reach its abt time. yea. de show was kinda of nice ? haha. coz for a horror movie to hav a storyline. yeaa. x)) but not dat scary for the scary part hehe ! worth watchin ! after dat headed home. and out for dinner. yeaa.

2005-08-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

hais. got back mua o`levels chinese paper result lerhs. i got C5 =.=" i cant believe dat muaself lo. haiis. wat happen. mua aim ish A2 or B3 lehs. why lyke dats. tis fall might make me climb up agian. study study. i dun wan another C5 lerhs. so disappointed in muaself lo. x(( i think i really play too much tis days liao. arghs* i gonna RETAKE for SURE ! kapateh ~

ytd night superstar ; derrick and silver was out. haiis. goodbyes* things really din go de way we always wanted. wat to do. tis ish fate and we hav to face de reality. yea. now left wif junyang & weilian ; kelly & xinhui. oh dammit. i really hate xinhui. get de hell out of mua sight. she dress lyke a pua lok kuey ytd lor. dats too digusting. puke* pls dun let tis black horse get in to de finals okie ! kelly ish de one whu can SING ! yeahs.

tml mua sku gonna hav a carnival. ahhar ~ donno to invite whu along. aiya not too eng to think about dat. jus go tml and relax ~ x))

for dat personal question in mua relationship ; YESorNO i still haben decide. will it affect mua studies ? i really dun wanna think too much. yea ?

2005-08-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

arhgs. i am bored so i am back wif mua blog. hehes* nth better for me to do. dun feel lyke reply testis and stuffs lo. online oso no use. change mua msn nick for donno how mani times ler. hahaha. nehneh ~ today suppose to go tuition but mummy never help me ask lo. den jus now in sku do dnt. ohyar. she explained to me. haiis. donno lahs. jus treat it as nth happen lo. wat to do. still hav to face each other everyday. yeayea. hmmmm... ytd slept verii late around 1+ but now i still jing shen man man de. =.=" donno wat happen to me. haha. battery suddenly full charge? super hyper tis days hahaha ~ tml where am i going ? shld i go meet liza honey & jason di ? or shld i go watch the maid ?

BORED BORED BORED.
blusting technos now ~
feel lyke dancing.
hahaha !

2005-08-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

weee. shopping spree ! bought loads of stuffs today. total FOUR ! hehes ~ meet up wif pingping den took bus down bugis. bought 2tops ddere. one from freshbox which i always wanted. another from bugis street. clapclaps* den gaigai lo. shop and shop. pingping bought de same top as me from bugis street den bought 2 bags one for herself and another for her yandao. hehe ~ de bag bag nice worhs. coz verii stylo. haha. after dat went bugis junction behind dere de coffee shop had our lunchie. duck rice. yumyum. =x ate it de night before lo.[same brand lahs] but wun get sick of it coz really taste YUMMY ! =x after dat headed far east meet ling dere. den go gaigai. bought muaself a silver glitter belt. x)) pleased wif it. coz really veiri nice. stretchable. xD wahaha. after dat went heeren den ping go meet her boy and we shop and shop. went PS. sibei paiseh sia. at de mcdonald dere saw 3person looking den i notice ish kerin baby and mariabelle. lols. den suddenly baby shouted. den mariabelle was lyke waving. hehe. so cute ! of coz i wave back. mus be kerin dat make baby shouted. haha. yea. after dat go in gaigai. bought mua flats from charles and keith. xD love it man ! den went j8 pei ling look for her slip on. at j8 walk walk awhile den went home ler. todae really ish da feng shou. so mani things. total i spent was lyke $70++ =.=" hahaha. i declare BANKRUPT. =x

ytd went amk meet timothy and JR den headed esplanade. really ish PEOPLE MOUTAIN PEOPLE SEA. hahaha. got ourself between de padang and esplanade. waited super long for de fireworks lo. i was so so so shock to meet mua dear ping ping and her yandao dere. hahaha. so mani people and i get to see her ? haha. so qiao. tis ish cor FATE. xDDD after dat genglin kor and stead come meet me. hehe. korkor and stead en en ai ai wo. envy * soon as time files. de first explosion of fireworks ! weeee. so nice siaa. hurhurr. everyone screaming. haha. manage to took sumpics. fireworks really damm nice !!! will be damm romantic if i got a partner. haiis. but nvm i am happyy ~ coz ! finally can see ler after so mani days lo. delighted* xDDD went off to had our dinner at suntec foodcourt. ate de yummy duck rice. den headed to shaw tower. suppose to watch the maid but dun hav ! sobsobb. so decided to watch bewitched. not really nice. but still alright. maybe i was too sleepyy. after movie timothy send me home by cab. thanks for de ride. xD

really enjoyed mua self xDDD tis few days ~ iceskating ; fireworks ; shopping ~ SKIP SKU ; SKIP TUITION. WAHAHAHAHA !!! =x i gone maddy. hehhe !

2005-08-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore.
singapore ish our homeland ; tis ish where we belong. x))

if i am not wrong damien bdae ish todae too !
happy birthday damien !

hahas. slacking now. nth better for me to do. blusting technos. shiocky ~ PUT UR HANDS UP IN THE AIR ! yeaa. waiting for de day to dark ~ i wanna see fireworks. yeayea ~ xDD jus now dabendan cored me so funnie sia him. say wat he saw me. =.=" hello i am home. LOL ~ mus be see sum ahems* still donno going out later anot. feel so shaggyy. =x ohyar i heard he got sum target ? haha. good for him. aniways i dun think i love him ler. yeayea ~ happyy ! now jus focus on studies and friends. noLOVE ; noHURT ; noTEAR ! i ain ready for a relationship ba. slowly mua prince charm will come by de. yeayea.

LOVE ISH ALL AROUND ~

2005-08-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

shag ah shag ! damm tiredd. lols. thou today never go sku but morning super mani phone call from sumone lor. fucking noisy lahs. summore ish ppl MISS COR me lor. damm eu. but of coz i am not dat stupid to cor back. bo liao lor. think i so free ah. so de cor went from 6.50+ to 7.30+ =.=" after dat around 9+ woke up give morning cor to de 3 of dem whu going iceskate wif me. yea. get ready and meet up in amk. and off we go. xD reached dere around 12+ had our lunchie den headed in. loads of children kiddies ~ lols. dun hav good skaters around. sobbs. lols. find it weird lo. from wat i see lahs. those not good skater all dress till veiri zai berii pro lehs. still suck lollipops ~ LMAO* pls lahs. action action nia. =.=" slowly got those pro skaters coming in. those wif hockey skates. wee u weet ~ yandao`s and chiobu`s. xDDD lols. den i saw one guy. ahems* look lyke sumone. and ish mua darling buddy vynn ! LOL. so cored him. den we skate skate lo. hehe he ish cute kiee. mua buddy ~ lalala. den wanted help one mua friend take a girl`s number but was lyke de girl always stick to a guy. den got chance i went forward to ask. she was lyke for wat? feirce lehs. =X scare me. LOL. so dun wan lo. contiune skate till 5.40 lyke dat. vynn kip disiao me. haha ~ he ish so cutee !! play till i skip mua tuition. wahahaa ~ happyy ~ =X den headed home. damm tiredd.

suppose to watch fireworks. ish lyke everyone couldnt make it. jiejie dun wan watch. korkor drive de car to town. and i am home. poor me. wanna go mad liao. x(

dere ish always a TML ~ !!! i dun careeeeeeeeee. keke. going to update mua wishlist again coz i noe wat i wanna buy lerr ~ kekee.
aniways !
SINGAPORE HAPPY 40 BIRTHDAY ~

2005-08-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

waa. ytd kan pua dulan lor. knn ~ fuck man. kana dua. i hate ppl whu dua me lor. den sumone so close to me dua me. hate it man. ccb. still say wat I DID NTH WRONG LOR WHY EU SCOLD ME. ACT PITY HUH ? I DUN EAT TIS TYPE ONE LOR. DULAN ISH A WORD I CAN DESCRIBE. eu better watch out lahs hor. tis ish not ur fucking FIRST TIME dua me ler. I WILL REMEMBER. dun eu ever step onto mua tail again.

ytd afternoon meet up wif timothy den went watch charlie and chocolate factory. haha. verii nice and cute. make me got a choco craving. xDDD ~ =X den we went to meet prisicilla feihong and guoan +++. den went sakae sushi lor. haiis. verii guilty. becoz of me dey change alot plans. suppose to hav alot ppl coming alongg. but... sorry. x(( haiis. donno lahs. den feel verii uncomfortable. ask DAT GIRL where ish she , she told me she coming down wif her class ppl. den i say i go find her and her ans was OKIE and she reach will cor me. after verii long den i cored again she tell me wat she reach ler ask me got see fireworks. den i say never she IMMEIDATELY kup mua fone. fuck lor. always lyke dat cor again loads of time she no pick up den i msg her kan her lor. ish ON PURPOSE DE LOR den she immediately cor say wat WHY EU SCOLD ME? I DID NTH WRONG. LMAO* SHE SAY SHE DID NTH WRONG. WAT KINDA OF FRIEND SHE ISH SUMMORE ISH CLOSE FRIEND LOR. KNN ~

after dat slack awhile den i go back amk find qinyan ling teckleng dey all. den qinyan pei me go makan. he gave me a treat. xD thanks. slack slackk till past midnight den he and teckleng took cab send me home. x)) thanks boy !

today jus tuition and stuffs. went tpy shooping bought choco. yummieees ~!!~~~!!

tml i am NOT GOING SKU. NO WAY MAN. think jioing ppl go iceskating tgt wif ling. fucking bored lor tml timetable. ish NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION. no so free lahs. =X

2005-08-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

___06AUGUST05
suppose to go tua but dun think i going. timothy ask me out ? maybe going out wif him lorr. yeaa. xD timee FLIES ~

___05AUGUST05
happy birthday baobei. x))
hruhurs. was de first day of hungry ghost festival.
sku was usual. went home after sku. meet up wif ping and yun at amk to suntec. OMG I CANT BELIEVE MUA EYES lor. saw him. haiis. he was wif xiaoy*** uncle and 3girls. think one ish his girl ba? dey boarded de same bus. but i was upstairs. praying dat dey dun come up. =X den dey drop at mac stop. saw him kinda of happy i am pleased too. x)) dun really dare to look at him. infact i chagne sits not to let him notice me. hais aniways it doesnt matter to me animore since i decided to gib up on him. yeaa. at dere gaigai lors. boughty muaself a green top and a black skirt. weee ! but de salesGIRLS hav fuckup attitude. hurrr ~ den ping hurried off to meet her yandao. =.=" which ish her stead lahs. haa. dats wat she cored him. =X meet her again to pass her her things den headed off. walk here and dere. me and yun was DEAD tired. went to de foodcourt and hav our dinner and lunch. cant expected a guy stop us and ask us sign up for donno wat shit when we are oreadi DEAD. den i ask wat ish it abt. summore can get sum free stuffs. so no harm trying. de signup was free. yeaa. den bought our food gobble dem up damm fast. and i found out sumthing make me damm PAISEH. shhhshshs* shan say. xD privicy. lalalaa ~ after dat went marina walk walk. den headed to esplanade. suppose to go baobei hse. but if we go dere will be home damm late. so we decided not to. i anticipate baobei to be berii sadd lors. haiis. sorriee * den went heeren. saw chumei at summerset. prettie prettieee ! den saw jianyong at heeren de circle thingy. dat tall ass whu say he loves STUDYING. =.=" rubbish. lols. at dere bio zabor. hahaha. walkk walkk to far east where everything close. den went homee. was kinda of earliee. but was dead tired.

2005-08-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

___04AUGUST05
backie wif mua blog. x) tml ish baobei`s burfdae worhs ! lalala. finally mua dora ish turning sixteen. happy for herr. lalala ~ having headache de whole day. haiis. getting better now. yeaa. during assembly kinda of funnie. enjoyed muaself. den hab to do de nationalday dance daryl was making a fool of of himself. ckps* ohhyar ! kinda of piss of sumbody. but do i gib a DAMM abt it. HELL NO. (: no life lahs. tis peeps. yeayeayea ~ wooooooooooooooooooooo

WATEVER EU SAY I DUN CARE.
I STILL LOVE PINK`S

___05AUGUST05
ytd after sku went homee. sleep and sleep. tiredd`ingg. hahaha. ohyar. saw muaself on tv. =X i am shyyyyy !! kekeke.

___02AUGUST05
went mediacorp to watch jue dui superstar wif yun xian ling and peiying ! reached dere feeling SO PAISEH lor. hahaha. really *blush* so malau. all ish their fanss. hahaha. den que to get in when we got in wanted to sit at derrick dere but de person was lyke " ni men shi derrick fan club de? " i was lyke wtf? haha. den we walk away to jason dere coz jason dere got LOADS of space and de place was wif GOOD VIEW ! of coz we took de sit dere lahs. RIGHT in front of de stage siaa. can see DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN. xDDD hahaha. me and jiemeis were mad abt it okie ! junyang and derrick fans were lyke HELL LOADS ! den de dj was entertaining us. kinda of funnie and jokeer of him. hahaha. omgg. and wat we did i still cant forget one thing okie ! we were holding on to JASON`S poster !!! gosh. haha. but nvm lahs coz can block our face when de camera shoot us. but we are supporting DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN xDDD ~ =X derrick singing damm nice lor. junyang one oso. keke. den after dat went out to get de girls ticket. and peiying`s friend ask from shi xinhui mother. omgg. hahaha. den we went in yeayea ~ not bad lahs. kelly veiri kawaii !! xD i was toking to xian abt will RETRO be de NEXT TREND ? wahahaha. i wan it to be de NEXT TREND leh. damm NICE okiee. weeee ~ so cute nehs. but xian and ling was scolding me MAD. :(( retro ish cute lorr. after dat mummy daddy and korkor send me home. tiredd lehss. but really enjoyed muaself.

A BIG BIG THANKIEW TO TIMOTHY DAT MONKEYY ~ xiexiee ~~~

2005-08-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

wooohooos ! haben been blogging for sumtime. yeas. i am feeling fucking lazy tis days. SLACKING ALL DE WAY. lols. tis days , coming online jus to check friendster stuffs [ friend request & testis ] kinda of busy and slack lahs. lols. watching tv seems to interest me more. lols !

ohyeahs ! i got ticket for JUE DUI SUPERSTAR okiee ! so i get to SEE DERRICK IN REAL LIFE. omgs. thanks to timothy whu gave me de 5tickets. xD dat monkeyy ~ keke. asking jiemeis tong alongg. yeaaa.

hahahas ! donno wat happen i really find muaself having SERIOUS ATTP ! help anione ? i get irritated annoyed frustrated easilyyyyy ! sorrie if i blew mua temper off or showing a fuck face. =X jus leave me ALONE will do.

to a week it gonna be a mth dat we broke up. haiis. think dere ish no more going back lerh ba. carry on wif live ish wat i can do now. now really mus study hard hard ler. dun wanan think too much ! kinda of stress up. time ish passing each day. haiis. x(( no more love for me tis mths. yeaa. o`s ish mua love ~ wahahaha. yeayeayea ~ as time passes and fliesssss ~ day by day. i will try to forget him. yeas !!! kampatehh nehs ! xDDDD

i love eu ;
eu love me ;
we are happy family ~

___01AUGUST05
tiring day indeed. woke up at 6+ den pack up and go off to sku. study all de way worr. after recess got emaths test. sobbs. x(( den after dat got de MLR sci paper. saddening i dun noe how to do. lols. fuck it man ! after dat straight went for mock practical. arhs* i think i did it wrongly? haha. donno lahs mua result seems VERI different from others. T.T hahas.

___31JULY05
tuition day. after amaths tuition went to look for timothy coz passing him guoan`s vcd and take de 5ticks for superstar. xD weeeee. lols. slack awhile den home i go.

___30JULY05
got out of hse around 6+ 7 headed to khim tian road by cabbie[FOC] wif yun to meet up wif mua sintua peeps. coz xiaodi say not enuff ppl dne he pay for us. wan us faster go. wahaha~ we hop on de lorry and follow dem to yew keng lorhs. din wanna go wanna go woodlands shopping wif yun de. den i remember dey got yew keng mahs so i cored dem. den yun say okie lor. go yew keng. save $$$ got home around 2am. tiredd.

___29JULY05
sleep and sleep. dinner went east coast wif mua family to eat seafood. weeee. ate till 180+++ hahaha. ex hor. =D 5 people nia lehs.

2005-07-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

___27JULY05
feeling moody again ? mood swing ba ? haha. sumhow i think i got ATTP ! dun wnana care oso. keke. got phy test. wooo ~ i actually PASSED ? gosh * i only score 8/15 for de mcq. haha. wtf i care. i pass i happy. din study at all lorhs. xDDD ~ means i am clever. wahaha ! after sku went eng for oral practice wif miss tan den went for dnt. did alot of stuffs. xDD verii happy wif mua project oreadi ~ almost done yea ? yeappieee ! evening time went TP wif qinyan and xingkai. den bought a sci ten-year series. after dat we had our dinner at de food court and home sweet home.

___26JULY05
ate mua sku ice cream ! yumyum. keke. after sku in canteen slack. den jieqiang di msg me. ask me whether i stead wif jeremy. =( its past lerhs. haiis. den went j8 wif valerie and ling. awhile got home. yeas. tiring dayy.

2005-07-25T15:23:00.000+08:00

___25JULY05
sku was sians. ran mua 2.4 and i got 13.10min. xD not bad lahs hor. LOL. xDDD last period was amaths test. donno how to do siaa. x( den went off. meet sky at hhis sku nearby [which ish oso nearby mua sku] wahaha. den he pass me de vcd den i went off lerh norhs.

___24JULY05
homehomehome ~
i am a good girl.

got a break down. coz donno why misses him too much. i msg him a good nite msg he DIN REPLY. x( damm sadd eu noee. haiis. den yihui and aloy cored me. as well as elmo kor for a while and timothy. yeahs ~

___23JULY05
sky`s cousin and sky come fetch me den we headed amk. weee ~ sports car worhs. LOL. den saw their friend. den went a coffee shop slack while sky`s cousin go make his hair. after dat headed to kpool playy. i only played one game. coz dun wan lahs. dey so skillful. xDD after dat timothy came to meet us den de other left. had our dinner den headed to zone x play daytona. xD feihong came too den went S11 slack andd tok. around 11 went home lerhs.

2005-07-22T15:21:00.000+08:00

backie to blog. feeling damm moody todae sians. dono why oso. boredd. got 2 tests todae. din do well i think. coz i noe nth. lols. during geo which ish de last period i went mad ! LOL. coz ish habing test den miss noor wasnt here todae. den got a relief teacher. haha. he got a jiaobin. den me and de boys kip disiao. half way thru de exam i was pulling chamnol table den after dat i turn andd saw cham and xingkai was doing de lao shu ai da mi thingy. SO FUNNY and i burst out luffing and i cant stop okiee. hahaha. luff till pengz den de teacher kip looking at me. lmao* =X i cant stop lor. even when i got out of de class. lols. everyone tt i am madd. =x after sku went homee. guaiguai lerh worhs. never go out lerhs. x) later going out wif mummy to bugis to change mua plan and buy stuffs. xD

hehee. jus now intro jason di and elmo kor. lols. now kor and di ish oso kor and di ler. wahaha ~ happy familyy ~ xDD

aniways ytd superstar rocks for de revival round. coz derrick and kelly went in. x)) support dem * kekeke ~

2005-07-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

___21JULY05
happy racial harmony day !
LOL. went sku and was made to stay in canteen. boring. after dat went back class slackk den was cme. was in de lab. kinda of fun eu noe. hahaha. coz we get to use de com and play some games. and i got JUNIOR for de first time. sobb. butt luckily SENIOR for de second ! coz i manage to noe how to playy. yippee ! after dat was amaths test on intergation. i noe NOTHING. writing rubbish kks. recess went to buy sum ffood make but de PPSG yeahs. den me and ping was kinda of sotsot. hahaha. den was racial harmony. nid to do sum mask stuffs. den was assemblyy. tok abt PROM NIGHT ! so shiockyyyy ~ hahaha. verii excitedd. xD sad to hear sum of mua classmates not going. x( i hope dey could change their minds. xD all of us OUT TO ENJOY. lalalaa ~ was back homee. so triedd. gonna sleeepppppppppppppp. (^(OO)^) having headache now. x(( nowdays dun feel lyke going out. donno whyy osos. x( i dun hab de mood to go out to go town or shoppingg. nth seems to interest me animore.

___20JULY05
sleep for de whole of ytd. haha. kinda of piggy in class worh ! =P after sku went mua hse area to hav mua lunch wif yun huiling peiying abbie and fiona. kinda of fun wif de girls. dey are verii cheerful. xD after dat went sin ming walk dere find timothy and guoan. was watching guoan and his sku mates kick soccer. yeapie. hahas. me and guoan was shooting timothy all de way. bth* kekeke. hmmm. and dat place reminds me of HIM ! haha. it was 2years ago... where i first met him... hahaha. dat time i am still wif M***** ahhars. x) missing him nehs ! first time met him find him verii YANDAO. =x i will always rem dere when i first met him. hurhurs. haiis. i wanna meet him again. lalalala ~ almost burst into tears when i listening to de songs on mua fone but never. hengs* but timothy kinda of noe i am sad ? or sumhow thinking abt sum things ? coz he asked me. after dat went TP wif de both of dem. met a mad women coz guoan go disiao her den she go kan him. donno wat fuck fuck fucking blablabla. hahaha. ckps* dey had their dinner at kfc and we headed home.

watched superstar. derrick singing was IMPROVING. WAHAHAHA ~ but leon was great too. i wan derrick to get in okie ; i dun wan leon. =xx derrick ish so CUTE. =X as for sebastian... he got de looks he ish damm cute ! but i hav to admit he really cant sing maybe he can try to a actor or wat? hahas. no comments for hagen dat talented guy kinda of adore his interest. x))

2005-07-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

___19JULY05
boring lessons. x)) was kinda of high todae too. yeahs. weather was GREAT. XD coolingg. yeahs went amk pizza hut for lunch wif ling. kinda of jokeers we are. kekeke. toking abt sum past stuffs. yeahs. after dat went home and i sleepppppp. SHIOCK. xD

___18JULY05
went sku and mua mood was super high. xD coz of de dream. lols. donno why lah veri happyy. mua whole day was lyke KI SIAO. =x brought biscuit waffers for jiemeis. xDDD ish warner brother character de. coz de 5 of us got a file. which include all tis characters. lols.

tweety - me
slvester - ling
bug bunny - yun
lola bunny - xian
road runner - ping

hahaha. but i dun hav lola bunny biscuit so i gave dora de tazmaniar. xDDD. jiemeis were busily taking pics. hahaha ~ yeahs.

for de whole day lesson i was sleeping and tokinn. until de last period of de day den i notice it was de first time i open mua pencil box haha. de lesson was chem which was in labbie. was anihow mixing chemicals again. xD funn* bleahh*

after dat slack and headed to library coz i wanan use de com while waiting for chem remedial. behaving lyke a SUAKU okie. lols. i din noe mus sigh in i din noe using de com mus sign up. i din noe surfing de net was NO for de library. =.=" hahaha tis shows dat its been years since i step into mua PEIRCE LIBRARY. hahaha.

after dat. went com lab to use. i donno mus log in annot jus standing dere lyke SUAKU again. haha. after dat sumone told me JUS USE den i went to on and use. hahaha. lame me. chem remedial was BORING. headed home after dat and tuition. x))

suppose to pay mua fees and mummy gib me de wrong amt. haha. in de endd we hav to dug out watever we hav okie. de day we can declare BANKRUPT. lols. totally $0 left wif both of us. omggs. lmao*

___17JULY05
tuition was BORING. after tuition went j8 wif mummy to shop for sum gloceries and mua snk heel. xD lols. yeahs. after dat headed home.

but i dream of sumthingggggg. SO HAPPY OKIEE. it make mua WHOLE DAY HAPPY LYKE SIAO. =x coz i dream abt me and him. xDDDDDDD

it goes lyke tis , jus a brieft one lahs. hahaha. xDDD it was raining and i dun noe why i happen to be at his hse downstairs. he was holding on to a umbrealla. den he wanted to send me to de bus stop. yeahs. den when crossing de road he held mua hands. OMG. ~ FLYING HIGH. lols. den mua bus came and we gave each other a last goodbye hug. and i din wanan let go. and he ask for PATCH. omgggggg ~ SO SWEET OKIE. XDDD but ish jus a DREAM. X(((

* pray hard for mua dream to come true.
everyone claim dat i am thinking too much. T.T

___16JULY05
wne bugis wif ling to buy her mickey stuffs from mini industry den went towning wif mua 3 jiemeis ! aloy guoming and lingg. xD kinda of fun eu noee ! keke. all de lame things we did. had our dinner at ps ljs. was acting sia lan and guailan. lols. ppl was waiting for our seats and we simply dun care. jus enjoying toking and doing some lame shiat ! LOL. lingg even brought out de mickey shoe and play around. lmao* den i happen to spotted a guy omgg. wearin tight FIT. lols. showing all his FATS okie. gosh* lols. and he got a ahem* face. =x lols. den when dey found their place and sitted down. it was den we decided to stand up. we are being mean okie. lols. whu cares. xP de 4 of us wif de same attitude andd character. stupid sia. lols.

after dat took a cab down far east. aloy wanna buy sum clothings. den shop shop and stuffs. see quite a number of peeps. xO after dat went heeren den slackk aroundd den to cine. de 3 of dem wanan play pool but dere ain ani tables. so we decided to go home. yeapie.

2005-07-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

___15JULY05
todae ish our sku speech day. so only went sku till 9.40. =.=" i dun think i shld go sku lor. coz for both periods i am SLEEPING. hahaha. waste mua time niaa. lalala ~ after sku went amk wif ling for mcdonald`s breakfast. lingg meet siliang keen and ahcai dere for awhile. ohhyar. we oso see a guailan girl. eeeeeeeeekk ~

later going back sku for o`levels chinese listening. sians. tiredd going to take a nap for a while firstt. coz i am dead tireddddd ~

hmmms. ytd took de courage to send a good night msg to him. den he say he jus got back his fone so he din msg me. i am so stupidd. why dat day i din cor him to check whether his fone was wif him. i find muaself really stupid. whyy whyyyyy ~ hais. x( i really wanna to go back to de past.

* xiang hui dao guo qu *
i miss him ,
i miss his love ,
i miss his hugs ,
i miss his voice ,
i miss his care and concern ,
i miss every bit and parcel of him.

boyy ~
i really miss eu alot.
still loving euu mua baobei.

ps : people around me. i`m sorrie , i really wanna go back to de past i might choose to go back. i might not listen to all ur advices. but i really appreciate dem. i noe i might be at de losing endd. but i really nid him. thanks for all ur care and concern.

___14JULY05
sku sku sku. after sku was dntt. when i drill a hole make me arcylic CRACK ! omggg. den hengs de creative me ddid sumthing to mua artefact. wahaha ~ weeee ~ so happie can. mr leow say mua dnt going to finish. wahahaha ~ shiockyyy. which oso means verii soon dere will be NO MORE STAYING BACK FOR DNT FOR ME ! =x

watch superstar in de night. sebastian din get in. x( but i oreadii predicted de outcome. but hagen din get in oso ! omgg lorhs. hurhurr. dat weicong. =.=" got in. yuckieeeee ~ he cant singg cant sing cant singg. and he looks HORRIBLE. lols.

___13JULY05
gone to sku den went j8 wif ling and yun. at dere shop shop. bought muaself a bikini and a hairband. pinkie ~ lols. den bought a precious moment card. verii nice worhs. xD ate our luchie den headed homee. got change den get out of de hse and meet de girls in amk. took a bus down sintua. at dere do sumthings den all chu tua ler. went hougang. den yew kengg. veri fun worhs. around 12+ our mummies kip calling den de 3 of us took cabbie home first norhs. x) enjoyy mua day.

ahpek i will remember wat eu say. (: thanks for all ur advices.

2005-07-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

___12JULY05
nth much todae. :) went dnt after sku. chatted alot wif janice. abt how we look in de pass everyone change. haiis. sum for de better one others omgg ~ lols. sians. now online chatting. hahas.

hmmms. thiings changes ; infact everyone ish chaning. by looks charteristic and everything. haiis. feelings changed too ~ dere can always be two sided tings. he din reply me at all when i send him de broke up msg. perharps a big fall for me in relationship to ket me noe not to love a guy more den he love you. :)

tml gonna go sintua. it will be verii grand worhs ! coz 7tua coming down. wahahaha ~ sure alot of ydks* bleagh*

ohhyarr ! jue dui superstar mua idol DERRICK ish out. =.=" donno wat happen okie. de ppl whu shld be in ain in and those whu not suppose to go in ish in ! muaaa goddddd ~ LOL. =x

___11JULY05
skuling day. nth much in sku too. after sku got home change den meet up wif ling and yun in j8 after dat slack awhile den i went for tuition. boringg ~

___10JULY05
tuition day. :) after tuition took a cab down marina square to meet timothy and 2friends. acoompany dem to had their meals den went to watch intial d. omgg. jay so yandao ~ =x mua movie was treated by timothy. thankiew boy ~ x)) verii nice show worr. mus go watch !!! initial d rocksssss ~ after movie den we headed home ler.

___09JULY05
went out wif mua family to visit granny at nursing home. her condition worsen. haiis. hope she will be fine. i dunwan her to suffer from de pain. its hurting to see her lyke tis. went to had our dinner. around 8+ leave de hse to town wif korkor. coz he going clubbing while i going kbox session. x) meet up wif yun and joanne at cine den saw mua class girls at yoshinoya. den saw mua real kor at basement. after dat saw elmo kor. while de both of dem came up de escalator. i tok to mua real kor den elmo kor headed out to smoke den after dat ling came to meet us den i saw genglin kor. omgg. 3 kors in de same building. summore one ish mua real kor. hahas. den tok tok lor. genglin kor change alot siaa. miss him badly. din go out wif him after he been to army. :) de kor dat dote me alot. hehehe* infact all mua kor dotes on me ! xD

after dat headed up to kbox. omg dey book de whole hall as well as 2big rooms. weee. zai ~ lols. den we sing song. coicidentally i saw kavan kor and guys at de next room lols ~ so qiao lor. omgg. keke. went out to de smoking area tp meet samantha and angela too. both prettie babes. hurhur. had a breakdown when i sang anjing. wei shen me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo ? tis ish super hurting to me. i began to think and miss him. i really cant forget him. at dere till around 2+ 3 lyke dat den took cabbie home. :)

___08JULY05
went bugis wif ling. den shop shop. bought muaself a top and a bottom. x))
had our dinner at ljs. suppose to meet yihui and aloy. but in de end dey cant make it coz got sumthing on. den i went over lucky plaza meet up wif yonghau kor and friend. while ling go meet tecky. after dat walk around wif kor and friend. went mani places those we been to went we last went out. hahas. went parklane den pei kor go eat roti prata. walk all de way from lucky plaza to bugis den at dere mua mood down again. decided to send him de breakup msg coz i really cannot take it animore. kor and friend kip consoling me and talk to me de concequences and stuffs. and i accepted it. :) kor kip letting me to listen all de sad songs. bleagh* i am fine lahs ! dun worrie. x)) after dat headed home.

2005-07-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

home sweet home ;
tiring day indeed. x)

sku was normal but jus a number of students din turn up. haha nuaghty huhs. =P hmmms. den in sku i think alot norhs. abt me and him. which i came to a decision. i might really hav to gib up on tis relationship if he carry on neglecting me. :) everything will come to a end when it got a start. ish only de matter of time. i head mani advices ffrom everyone mua friends mua kor ~ yeaps. time and time again i give him many chances but he jus dun noe. i donno ish we ain suitable or our minds ain thinking de same. i really cant stand mua stead whu dun care abt me. mood was all de way down down down. told ling i wanna change to a better me. :) and she gibe stupid remarks. shityy. lols. piack eu huh ~ during recess xian was talking abt breaking wif jl too. haiis. guys are de same. why do dey IGNORE or NEGLECT us. i hate it okie. haiis. wat to blame de road ish ours we choose dem ourselfs. perhaps lyke wat sharon say. SINGLE ISH STILL DE BEST. xD after sku went for dnt. did sum bending and finishing. yeahhh ~ lalalaa. got home earlie coz going outt. din tell mr leow. =x nahnahnah ~

going off to bugis to meet ling aloy jiemei and yihui jiemei soon. den maybe later night or evening going town? yonghau kor ask me go town wif him and friend. hahas. so long never go out wif him ler. last seen hiim was a mth ago? yeahs. den angeline jie jus cored she ish in town. hehehe* muack jiejieeeee ~ miss eu nehs !

i going off. byebyee ~
haiis. till now he DIN msg me. eu noe how i am feeling?
probably ; eu never noe de disappointment in me. :)
even if i breakup wif him ;
i believe mua feelings will still be deree.
i remember i took 4 mths to forget him last year !
and now he HURT me once again.
i am in pain.

2005-07-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

todae jus nth special.
got up late and mum sent me to sku.
lessons todae made us from de 1st floor to de 2nd and to de 4th and 2nd again and recess and back to 4th floor again and all de way to phy lab which at another block oso located at de 4th floor. =.=" tired day of walking around. during cme ms tan was toking abt weblogs. hahas. no one admit dat dey hav a blog. =P of coz we doesnt wan de teachers to invade our privacy ~ wahaha ~ yeaps. i agree to her we shan blog anithing badddddd so i shall limit muaself abit. [i`ll try] xD yeapyeaps. during phy was punish. coz i din bring mua textbook. T.T did 20 pushups. hahaha ~ train mua muscles * keke. after dat was assembly talking abt social eduquate. arhs * donno how to spell. wahaha. dun care lahs. kinda of interesting. :)) everyone was engrose in it. hehehe * after assembly headed to dnt. and do mua artefact. omgg. mr leow ask me to remake and change de thingy. ): wasted all mua effort for de last 2days. hurhurs.

now i am back home. boredd ish a word to represent mua feeling now dats why i blog. keke. baobei ish in town. ahhar. haiis. i miss him hell loads. does he feel de same too? sumtimes i really wonder ai ta shi fou dui cuo? aniways. nature will take it course x)

hmmms. kinda of miss sum peeps which i lost contact wif especially mua pri sku friends. i missing eu guys hell loads. mwahs* hmmms. other dat still got a pockety of dem. yeaps. try to keep in contact verii soon.

i decided to change to a better me? i kinda of dislyke mua past. being so annoying ; rebellion ; unforcus ; playful. i played too much during tis years. omgg ~ i wanan be a real good girl wif low low low profile. lols* hope so? yeahs. jus dun step onto mua tail and stop acting in front of me. BE URSELF. dat shld be alright. :)

i din wanna appear in friendster dat common wif so mani accounts. wanan be low profile. and friendster peeps simply jus add eu cos eu are wif loads of accts? anione really wanan be true friend? i dun noe. yeaps. so anione whu added me i hope dey are truely in making friends. xcept those NOT SINGAPOREAN ~ =.= ~ x)) so when i open mua 9th acct i oreadi change to FIRST DEGREE. xD kinda of pleased wif muaself. nowadays found out sumone posted sum of de ffriendster girls pics and comment abt it. mine and xian was inside as well as amy ; zhuzhu ; siman mei. blablabla ~ dats prove their way ish LOW CLASS and dey are jus few LAME GIRLS. nth better to do. get a life lahs.

i making peace wif everyone now. yeaps. aniways jus a feedback to everyone. no point acting ahlian or watever okie walking around wif ur 386 782. trust me it will not be good. if eu wanna be ahlian so much. jus be ONE REAL AHLIAN. aizai ~ hahaha. and if eu distrust ur stead so much. DUN STEAD k. stop being so JEALOUSY ~ bth * =.=" aniways. NO OFFENCE ISH FOR EVERYONE ~

ohhhs. if anione displease wif me ; jus come forward and tell me personally. i will be glad to HEAR dat from UR MOUTH and not all those gossips and rumors. xD

xuefen xuefen pa buey toh ~
wee uu weett ~
LOVE ;
ONE and ONLY him *

2005-07-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

___06JULY05
its been 5days since i last seen mua baobei.
really misses him loads.
was sleeping in class practically every period.
so tiredd okiee.
xcept for phy was playing magnet while doing experiment.
hahaha. lame me. =x

den ling went for her oral.
i went for amaths.
was slacking and bluetoothing songs from others fone.
wahahaha ~
kinda of free period for me? coz its amaths.
i noe i cant pass. hahaha.

after sku suppose to go for dnt.
but de guys ain going so i decided not to.
LOl.
mua class girls are too hardworking dat i cant catch up wif dem.
got home sleep and chat in msn and irc norhs. nth much.

ling ask me pei her to go wif valerie and jiayi go put ak.
but i was so lazy to go out den din went.

recieve a cor from her weeett ~
i wanna seeeeeeeee tmltmltmltml !
wahahaha.
so xianmu *

now smsing baobei. keke ~
waiting for mummie to cook.
western food? wahahaha ~
yumyum.

___05JULY05
sku was usual.
got dnt den cut mua handd.
painful worhs. x(
after sku was chi o`level oral.

omgg. was disiaosiao in de room before our turn wif mua class jokers.
haha so lame. =x
den was mua turn after junkai.
omgg scary sia.
de passage wasnt dat good stumble while reading.
de conversation part i stop and stop thinking or wat to add in.
haiis. pray hard for a better result. :)

after dat went dnt again.
cut mua finger again.
ahhhh ~
ben si ler.
todae ish CLUMSY ~
=.="

after dat went home.
den use com.
sms baobei.
den he oso hurt his hand when fighting.
haiis. sayang* keke. xD

me and baobei okie ler norhs.
after i told him how i feel.
huggg *

2005-07-04T09:50:00.000+08:00

___04JULY05
jus finishing crying ; all becoz of mua dadd.
__
kip asking me to study study ~
i going MAD !
kip saying i ahlian ; mix wif liansters and bengsters.
which i am NOT !
i am clear dat i am not a AHLIAN. =.="
go out late ; come home late ; dun study ; scold vulgarities ish ahlian ?
wat fucking logic ish dat?
SIAO ~

haiis. tml got o`level chinses oral.
scared``
i am afraid i cant say anithing out.
i scared i stumble while reading.
pray hard * god bless. :))

jus now chatting in msn wif liza honey.
den she was talking her stead always go liondance never pei her.
hers ish liondance ; mine ish gang.
if dere isnt anithing such things in life wun it be GREAT?
dey will hav more time for us. x)

and one thing dere musnt be ani OLEVELS !
STRESSS ~

___03ULY05

after tution mood zitao down all de way. x(
hav been thinking too much ler ba ?

reach home ; msg ling to tell her mua problems.
meet up wif her at mua bus stop den headed to j8 again.
one word to decribe j8 ~ SIAN.
at dere walk walk and mua mood was getting better.
at home kip anihow think lor. hmmphh ~

cor baobei coz i really cannot take it ler.
den found out he never msg me coz he and his gang dere got things.
haiis. gang again. ~

den we headed to amk.
slack ; awhile ling go meet teckleng and guys.
but de moment we go in gsc ; dey wanna go home ler.
den go home ler norhs.

2005-07-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

___03JULY05
was so frustrated now.
de weather ish damm fucking hot.
mua family members hav been nagging de moment i step out of de room.
~
fucking sunday coz its a tuitions day. x(

ffeeling verii down now.
he din reply me when i msg him ytd.
but he did sent me a good night msg.
but de good night msg seems farewell ?
aiyohs. i donno wat i am toking lahs.
jus dun feel good.
arhs *

all i can do now ish to pray hard dat he will auto msg me.
yeaps.

still loving eu___``

___02JULY05
went j8 wif ling.
den at dere walk walk around norhs.
saw wawa and sheena.
xD

suppose to meet baobei at night.
but he last min tell me he hav to go for a dinner.
haiis. never meet him again. x(

so went town meet elmo kor and his friend.
samantha was dere too. first time see her worh.
hahas. x))
prettie ish a word to decribe. yeaps.
was on fone wif jiahui jie.
lalala ~

jus slack around norhs.
i heard from elmo kor dat sparks close ler?
hahas. donno.
sobsob ~
now being sixteen oso no use liao.
hmmphh ~
sparks ; angel ; clubIII all close liao.
where can a sixteen go ?
rush nid 17 ; MU nid 18 ; MOS?
T.T
stupid kor cannot bring me in MU still at dere shoot me.
suan me underage blablablaa ~
ben si ler. =x

hmmpphh `

2005-07-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

___02JUNE05
woke up around 11.
hav been watching tv till now.
watch de jue dui superstar ~
wee u weet !
nice worhs.
hahaha.

jus now tok to baobei xian.
she ish sadd. haiis.
love problems really make ppl vex ~

later donno meeting baobei for a movie anot?
he seems to hav things on. x(
miss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ~
yeaps.

___01JULY05
HAPPY ONE MTH ANNIVERSARY ~
JEREMY & MONICA
zero1zero6zero5.

baobei and i finally one mth ler. keke ~
happyy ! :))

hmmms. gone to sku.
nth much oso.
feeling kinda of down in sku.
args *
stomach was aching too.
hahas.

after sku went amk slack.
coz dere ish 2hrs before mua mastery science paper.
slack and tok dere wif lingx2.
bought a brown long pants and sum sweets.
haha. kip asking ling to eat. =x

after dat around 2 suppose to go back sku but ling doesnt wan.
and i kana syco. haaha. so we din went back.
on de way saw sipei and janice.
syco dem not to go back too. wakaka ~

went sumwhere to slack. tok alot dere.
hahas. all our rubbish ~
nehnehnipupu *
ling was kinda of sadd.
mai sad mai sadd ~ x)

slack till 4+ and headed home.
got change and meet up in amk to go our tua.
at dere do sum stuffs till 10.
den left ler.

went to meet baobei at mua hse dere.
coz he and guys were playing lan.
after dat den he walk me home. x)
and dey went home.

___30JUNE05
sku sku sku.
den was mastery math paper.
verii difficult. haiis.
after sku went bishan wif ling den got home from dere.

2005-06-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

hahas.
donno how mani days passed and i din update mua blogg. =x
everyday jus went out and out ~
tiredd.
shall blog sum stuffs dat i still rem. x))

no more clubbing for me sobsob ~
as i priomise baobei i wun go as long as he dun angryy. x((
T.T
summore o`s ish drawing near.
yeaps.
Kekeke maybe after o`s ba? =P
see how baobei allow annot first. lalala ~
wanna go wif loads of ppl. xDD
* dono how to dance. teach me pls. =x
goodbye to sparks and MOS ~

hmmphh ~
monica monica gonna buck up !
eu failed 5 subjects out if 7. studyy pls. x)
yeah gonna be a REAL GOOD GIRL for tis days ~

___29JUNE05
BOOOOOO !!
its so BORED in sku okie !

FUCKING SKU FUCKING LESSONS.

during phy toking abt SEX ~ =.=
after phy toking abt RUBBISH lols ~
went into de toliets and play around.
den ms tan show us pics when she went thailand for CIP.
yeaps sounds fun. ahhar ! hahaha.

after sku went dnt.
but mr leow wasnt dere.
so slack around in canteen and everywhere. lol.

waiting for baobei msg de whole day but he din. haiis.
so i took de intiative to msg him first lorhs.
he going swimming. *yawns* bored me.

___28JUNE05
sku was same sleep play tok.
hahaha ~
din go dnt after sku and i went home.

around evening went amk meet baobei.
went raiders see dem play lan.
den after dat dey went to eat.

was okie wif baobei ler. x)

around 9+ went home ler.
tired worhs ~

___27JUNE05
its de first day of sku.
and i back. xD

nth unusual. jus checking of attire and sum admin stuffs.
sleep ; play ; tok ish wat i did. x)
back to all tis rubbish life. lmao*
after sku went amk wif ling.
meet ping dere.

den dey came mua hse.
den i headed off for tuition and dey went off.
went for tuition resman brother came too !
lols. next time got ppl pei me ler ~ =P

___26JUNE05
weet ~ ish weidong daddy birthday and mua real mummie birthday ~
happy birthdayy daddy & mummyy ~
after tuition went had dinner wif mua family.
suppose to go tony roma. x) but mua dad say another time !!!
he own me dat. lols.
but finally kinda of peace out wif baobei ler. yeahh ~

___25JUNE05
couldnt sleep woke up at 9 den jus stare around
coz msg baobei he din reply. haiis.

din wanan go out but dora baobei kip asking me to go.
ling oso ask me go den go lorhs.
meet up wif ling den went sentosa.
meet wawa ; sheena ; dora baobei and alicia at harbour front den headed in.
was wif a group of guys wawa`s friends.

playing and tanning. x))
den finally receive baobei`s msg.
haiss he ish verii cold towards me lorhs. T.T

mood swing and din play jus sit dere and watch.
after dat wanted to meet baobei in de night but he din wan.
so i went home.
reach home at 9+.

___24JUNE05
meet up wif de friendster girls for an outing.
wawa dearest ; khim oinkie ; sheena ; jaey ; alicia ; priciallia ; and another i jus could rem her name.
yeaps.
meet up den go parklane.
at dere pak pool.
after dat headed to bugis.
den to ljs to hav our dinner.

after dat headed back to town.
while khim jaey and another girl went wif khim god daddy.
suppose to meet up wif dem later but din coz it was too late.
jaey din go club wif us coz she lost her ezlink as well as ic. sad. x(
it was 9+ and we going sparks mahs so nid to go buy ticks.

meet up wif priciallia godbrothers and gang den went sparks outside dere wait. saw bernard di ; shandy ; samantha ; snowbell ; marriabell ; baby ; ailin ; xiao xueling ; jasmine darling ;
got weidong daddy ; congkai ; elffi blablaaa ~
belina ; peiyan ; ainah and girls. den oso see mua sku and sku xpeeps. ivan ; minjie ; jensen ; ethan ; wilson ; daryl ; xiaoyong and guys ; yuling ; esther wong ; diana.
blablablaa ~ ahwei meet me inside sparks too. coz ish 24 day ~
wan ah wan SLK ~ weee`` jus simply alot ppl dere lorhs. i saw mua friends one after another.

before going in saw xiaoyong and minjie
dey tell mua baobei never come clubbing
bcoz of me yet i come. =x haiis.
feeling damm guilty. haiss.
msg baobei and he was super angry okiee !
wan dan ler lahs. he jus say go enjoy ba. i busy bye. x(
he went marina south instead. dui bu qi *

mood zitao SWING ~
get de chop den come out look for sheena and alicia
coz dey cannot hiong in.
den we sent dem off ler jiu go in.

weidong daddy and congkai dey all was sitting next to out table so qiao lorhs.
yeaps.
den one of pricillia kor`s friend treat us drink tuquila pop ~
weee ~ verii nice. x))
after dat den slack dance.
go find ahwei kip asking me intro girls. =.="
dat ass. lols.

after dat gor operation for 1hr lor. damm long.
after dat most ppl left.

around 4+am den i oso go ler.
korkor came to fetch me as he was in newton.
home sweet home.

2005-06-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

___22JUNE05
ytdd went to sku.
den headed thomson plaza and had our lunch at pizza hut wif tingyin valerie genieve szeyun jiaen.
x)) happy meal.
den went back sku for dnt. =.="
go dere for jus awhileeeeee.
coz i hav nth else to do oreadii.
ahdots.
so went home.
cor ling up den meet her go bishan around 7+
walk dere den went back amk pak pool.
saw james junior again.
haha.
he told me he saw mua pic at sum *ahems* obsene website.
WTF. DUN LET ME NOE WHU DAT CCB POST MUA PIC DERE.
aniways jj ish helping me to check up de website.
and will gib me de url.
thanks jj.

after dat i went baobei hse downstairs look for him den we go sumwhere near his hse lorhs.
mua lovee for him only grow day by day and never less. xD
he ish jus ALL I NEEDED.

___21JUNE05
gone to sku for lessons.
was verii late for de first lesson coz i cant pull mua self up from de bed.
den went for de second one and off i go again.
din wanan go for amaths. =P
hahas.
went tpy wif ling yun huiling and fiona.
ate our lunch and home we go again.
wanted meet baobei
but i fell asleep when he msg me
and when i replied he ish asleep.
x((

___20JUNE05
gone to sku for awhile and i am backie home.
lols.
jus for a 45mins lesson?
kekeke ~
i was 45mins late for de first lesson.
den after de first lesson,,
i headed home.
skip 2 other lesson.
coz i damm tired.

got home sleep and sleep lorhs.
after dat went tuition
den headed amk find baobei and guys.
saw james junior
den de guys tok and pak billard i watch.
sians ~ =x

2005-06-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

___20JUNE05
woke up around 8 den go to sku for phy lesson.
lols. was verii late. and i attended de lesson for 45mins?
haha.
after dat went canteen suppose to wait for another lesson to start in de end mua class girls was planning to go home !
LOL
so of coz i say OKIE. xD
go home rocks man ~
=Pp
gonna sleep later.
hehehe !

aiyohs.
lingx2 jus cored me ask me pei her go out. LOl.
sians.
later evening going tuition den night think go meet baobei ba.
miss him damm loads.
i love him love him love himm !!

___19JUNE05
ytd went tuition den pei mummie go OG shopp for her stuffs.
i bought a Guess bag. which coz around $40?
haha damm fucking cheap okie.
coz ish lyke SALES.
wahahahahaa ~
so happyy ~
mua 2nd Guess baggy ler. xD
first one was a bdae present from sumone. yeah.

after dat headed to amk meet baobei.
he play pool i watched. he play dota i oso at dere watch.
haha
so boreddd.
but at least can spent time wif him. xDD

___18JUNE05
suppose to meet yun and ling in amk and i think i was earlie,,
so i went to meet baobei first at kpool.
haha.
din noe ling oso went to meet teckleng first at GSC. =P
after dat ling come meet me den we went mrt meet yun.
took a train down boon lay.
at jurong point walk walkk.
den i cor yonghau kor.
he came and pass me mua birthdae present.
lols. for de pass 3-4 mths i din go down find him mahs.
haha. =P
kor verii wu xim leh !
he bought me a SNOOPY PILLOW and a SMALL POOH BEAR wif mua birthdate on. xDD
i LOVE it. thanks korkor ~

after dat shop shop play rock fever ler jiu took bus to find yun ji dian peeps.
at dere play and slack till 3am.
was bbq-ing and chatting on fone or else sit down tok play run here and dere.
haha.
den ronald uncle sent us home. x))

___17JUNE05
happy birthday lingx2.
weett !
ling ish sixteen now !
I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER.
HEHE ~
next time got ppl pei me ler.
can go chiong and stuffs.
bleaghs * (:

din go sku den meet up wif yun ping xian in amk.
we all wore tube [ black and white ]
coz we wanna make ling a special one. xD
bought de cake and pressie den headed to orchard mrt meet ling.
but we bluff her say we hadnt reach. wahaha ~
in de endd walk toward her wif de cake.
went shopping bought muaself a cardigan.
den went take neo`s. and play pool and stuffs. yeah ~
funfun. lalalaa``

ping left earlie ,,
after dat teckleng come meet ling ,,
jianliang come meet xian,,
poor me and yun.
~~no baobei ,, no deyuan.~~
LOl.
butt..
in de endd me yun ling teckleng took cabbie down amk.
and i meet mua baobei dere. xDDD
so happy.
suppose to watch sintua wif de girls but i din go.
coz wanna spent more time wif baobei. :)
in de end went home wif him.

___16JUNE05
went bugis bought a those streetstyle pants. x)
den headed to amk.
suppose to meet baobei.
but he wanna watch tv.
so din meet up wif him.
yeahs.

2005-06-16T09:40:00.000+08:00

haben been blogging for de last five daes.
busy wif sku lessos and going out.
>.<

16JUNE05___
din go to sku for de first few periods. coz i am dead tired. keke.
going later for dnt practical. i wanna finish mua artefact !!
asap *
=P
missing mua baobei nowwww ~

15JUNE05___
gone to sku as usual.
gone out of sku for lunchie wif mua class girls. x))
den genieve and tingyin help a old woman worhs.
kind hor.
den dey sent her home and de rest jus go back to sku.
happen to noe dat de old woman always got lost.
hahas. x))

after dnt got home change and went out.
went bugis.
meet up wif joyjoy,, she ish berii cute !
suppose to shop as well as buy ling`s pressie but it was too late de.
everything close. =x
den went home earlie lorhs.

14JUNE05___
i pon dnt den teacher cor mua dad and mum !
stupid sia. bo bian go lorhs.
after skuling change and go out lorhs.
went amk meet mua baobei.
went raiders find him.
he was playing dolta. =.="
den i see him play lorhs.
keke.
mua baobei berii cute !
LOVEhim*

after dat pei xiaoyong and another friend go eat.
den accompany xiaoyong take bus.
me and baobei drop at bishan park den at dere walkk walkk.
playing wif baobei.
spending de time wif him make mua LOVE for him grew more and more each dae.

13JUNE05___
gone to sku for lessons again.
den meet ling in amk.
at dere slackk tok alot.
ling wasnt in a good mood ahhar.
she was extremly sadd.
dere for eu always. muacks.
meet up wif baobei to go home.
sobb only see him for less den 1/2 hr? x((

12JUNE05___
happy birthday minjie. x))
gone sku den go tuition.
after tuition slacked at home.

2005-06-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

so so tiredd.
jus got back home.

afternoon went amk meet ling den go zonex slack awhile.
suppose to ask others out but all of dem seems busy. sians.
saw baobei and minjie.
den me and ling go walk walk.
after dat meet up again wif baobei minjie and xiaoyong to go town.

walk around far east den suppose to go taka watch de donno wat de.
in de endd alot peeps den went over to cuppage.
den baobei dey play lan while me and ling tok abt sum personal stuffs.
lols. x))

after dat went to eat den took a long ride on 162 home.
baobei drop at mua stop den change bus home norhs.

todae berii happie norhs.
can go out wif mua dear ~
=P

2005-06-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

was kinda of sickk todae. [xcuse]
so din go to school.
lols.
wake up was having a bad sore throat.
and stomache.
dun feel good norhs.

sians.
later donno where to go siaa.
baobei going bbq wif his friends.
den ask me tag along.
i say see how first ba.
siansation.

mua blog ish almost donee.
i am please wif de layout and everything.
yeaps !
only haben uploads more pictures at de side.
hahas. i loves de 2baby pics.
baobei and me.
>.<
cute mahs?
i went to add de bubbles and change de colour machiam old old de.
nice horr. YEAH ~

2005-06-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

i am here to blog again.
>.<
spending de whole evening before mua dinner to change most de things in mua blog.
coz dat tim ish use ppl`s template mahs.
i dun lyke.
trying to change.
xDDD
yeaps !
hope it will be a sucessful one. =P

jus had mua dinner at golden mile.
yumyum,, steamboat.
smsing baobei
he was complaining his hair look so bengish !
wahaha ~

wanted to go sintua [ fa xian dian ]
to watch de lion dance de.
got 7 troupe coming norhs !
i wanna watchhh !!
nan siem tian yin all got go down nehs.
so long since i go lion dance.
>.<
kinda of miss ahhar !
hahas.
use to follow ling go but now she oso quit liao.
sobsobb ~
hehee.
last time i go liondance oso zuo bo de.
go dere tok and play niaa.
wahaha ~

* cannot let baobei noe.
or else he say i ah lian again.
=.="
and he dun lyke liondance.
hmmphh ~
LOL.

wondering where to go tml.
B O R E D !

girl missing boy o1o6o5,,

2005-06-09T09:15:00.000+08:00

suppose to be in sku by 8.oo
and now i am still at home.
LOl. =x

hurhurs.
ytd got out of hse at 8+
when amk meet lingg.
but since she haben reach den i go find mua baobei norhs.
he wif minjie xiaoyong and another guy.
den slack awhile ling come ler so we headedd off to macperson by cabbie.
while baobei go zonex.

weeett ~ reach dere damm happening sia. so mani peeps.
denn heng heng we found a place can let us watch de things.
ish lyke de gods doing stunts? haha. donno how to explain nahs.
beiri nice jiu shi ler.
dey encounter wif fire. knifes all dat.
and climb a ladder made of knife.
all those scary scary things nahs.
use knife to cut den self and a ball made of pin to poke demself
omggg. scary ~

after dat went back amk ler den go home ler lorhs.
heng i manage to catch de last bus. xDDD
or else nid to take cabbie again. sians1/2.
=x
home at around 12+ but msg baobei think he slept ler.
mwahs *

missing him noww ~
donno todae going where oso.
b0red tu death ler.
alright i going pomx2 den off to sku for dnt ler.
byebyes !

2005-06-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

phews *
jus got backie from sku.
went sku for dnt.
wat i did was sanding and sanding mua artifect !
so tiring and BORED ! lol
stay in sku till 4.30 lyke dat.
while sanding ,,
i was playing mua de game in mua fone.
=P
trying to break mua own score.
and oso not allow baobei to break mua score.
hahaha ~
i am baddyy !

now waiting for baobei to wake up and msg me.
sians.
later donno meeting him for dinner anot yet.
mus see wat time he wake up
he ish so piggyy ~ (^(OO)^)
hehe !

hmmms.
ytd evening yun and ling came over mua hse here to meet me
den took but down town ~
meeting up wif aloy jiemei and yihui jiemei at cine.
while walking over ~..
i saw mua baobei ! hehe.
he was wif his jiejie.
omgg ~ paiseh ! =x
denn we tok awhile den both walk diff ways ler.
he headed towards heeren while jiemeis and i continued to cine.
after dat meet up wif de boys den went over to heeren.
* hoping to see him. LOL
but never. sobb.
saw jasmine darlinkg instead.
mwahs * ~

after dat went back cine for dinner.
baobei was catching a movie wif his sis.
den jianliang and xian come meet us.
was crapping wif mua baobei xian ~
hahaha.
miss her loads eu noee ~
>.<
after dat suppose to take bus down far east de.
in de end xian shoe spoil.
den jianliang went to buy glue. went damm far okie.
so nice of him.
mua xian ish so xin fu. hahahas.

after dat took bus down far east den ling and yun left to macperson.
din wanna follow dem coz i dun wan to spend $$ on cabbie ler.
spending almost all mua allowance on cabb !
coz went home late everytime.
and sumtimes dun lyke to take too long ride on de buses.
=P

carried on wif xian jianliang aloy jiemei and yihui jiemei.
aloy bought a tee and i bought a tee too ~
yeappiee.
mine ish zhuzhu de ~ piggyy ~
after dat got sum thing happen. yuckie !
and one of de guy seems familiar to mee.
think ish dat time at MOS saw one norhs.
xD
yihui jiemei oso agree wif me.
dat dat guys seems to be dere at MOS dat day.

went off to cine to play pool.
hahas
played 2 games den ended ler.
coz xian nid to go home and baobei oso finish his movie ler.
xian left wif jianliang and i headed to take bus to far east meet him norhs.
while aloy and yihui went douby ghaut to meet sebas nephew.
yeaps.

meet up wif baobei den take bus home norhs.
while he go AMK look for laosu uncle minjie and company.
coz ish laosu uncle`s bithday !
happy 17 bithday uncleee ~

2005-06-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

decided to blog again.
since dere ish nth for me to do. xD
waiting for all mua friends to wake up.
piggy siaas. =x

hmmms. start off wif me and baobei.
we get tgt again on o1o6o5. 01.18am.
after one year of seperation ahhar?
hahas.
same date dat we broken up last year. o1o6o4.
last year we been tgt for 2mths+ since 15o3o4.
hope tis time will be de final destination of both of our relationships.

hmmms. last week cant online coz jie was having exams,
she took one whole week of off to study norhs.
poor thing. finish university liao still so pia.
bth *
den mummie kbkb lor.
say jie got a university cert ler still study.
den me dun wan to study.
tmd ~
LOL.

ytd around 10 in de night went out to meet baobei.
miss him damm much okie.
feeling damm tried but i smply jus wanan see him.
hurhurs.
went his hse dere slackk den toktok.
play our hp game. keke.
baobei ish so cute !
so in LOVED wif him.
lalalaaa ~
he ish super crap lorhs.
still de samee.
he wore mua sku pe tee norhs.
omgs. minjie lahs. gib him de.
kip complaining berii hot.
hahas.

hmmms. for de whole of last week.
i went out every single day norh.
sians.
either go sku for dnt ler go home change went out.
or din go sku.
went sintua towning. pooling all dat.
meet up wif kavan kor and grp quite a number of time last week.
slacking at cine kpool.
yeahs ~

ytd meet up wif ling yun aloy jiemei yihui jiemei sebas nephew.
went bugis den went selegie eat tao huey after dat headed to esplande.
xD
at dere play truth OR dare.
omgg ~ terrible.
but berii happy norhs.
coz after dey got stead we never go out lyke dat ler.
but now dey all broke off liao. haiis.

ytd
went home after midnight,
den baobei say i change alot. >.<
coz for de whole of last week i everyday oso past midnight den go home.
den he say i now more and more ah lian. =.="
not only go home late,, join sintua all dat.
but not norhs. i am not ahlian.
i am still a good girl. xD
he said sumthings dat hurt me. haiis.
but i noe ish i change norhs.
after dat okie ler.
den i promise him i will go home earlier next time.

baobei treating me better den last time ler.
can see he really change [abit] norhs *
goodd ! hope he ish serious tis time too.
i dun wanna get hurt again from him.
losing him was super terrible.
i took a damm long time to forget abt him norhs.
now he show more care towards me ler.
he will always be mua loveee ~

baobei. iMISSyou.
o1o6o5 and still counting.

2005-05-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm todae,, think going AMK later baa.
study studyy. x))
kampatehh !
beginning to love back AMK life.
bleaghs*
think ish becoz of *ahems*

ohhyar ! me andd jiemeis ish going to learn to play LAN GAMES !
dolta? =x
eu noe why?
coz it seems dat de guys [as in jiemeis steads]
are enjoying demself playing lan.
so we mus learn. =x
mus let us noe wat so additictive abt it.
wahahaha ~

feel so borthering tis few days.
ish de thing he saidd ish true?
shld i gib mua trust to him again...

tis few days kinda of fedup norhs.
ish lyke sum peeps after seeing mua friendster profile,,
kip asking me how to make how to make.
or asking me to help dem make. =.="
comeon. i habing mua o`levels on MONDAY.
i hav no time to help eu guys makee !
summore i promise mua jiemeis to help dem but i haben help dem lor.

de worst thing ish sum peeps whu dun even gib a fuck abt me
suddenly lyke trying to please me?
ahhar? hahas. eu think i am whu?
when dere ish benefit eu come to me.
when dere ish no benefit eu scram till sumwhere i cant find eu.
wtf ish tis. i WUN gib a fucking care abt eu guys okie.

i hated peeps whu neglected me and suddenly come to me becoz of sumthing.
ccb ~ i not sumone eu can take and throw anitime.
fuckk off from mua life.

fortunately,, friendster dun allow html animore !
kinda of sad and happy. =x

friday__

stayed at home for de whole day.
in de night went out to study lorhs.
but i din study much.
wat zilian-ing in de mcdonald.
hahaha !

after dat headed home watch tv.
>.<
chatted wif yun for a while but i kip wanting to put down.
wahaaha.

2005-05-27T08:12:00.000+08:00

friday__
omgg. takingg mua report books todae.
wandan.
i haben tell mummie she nid to see teacher !
LOL.
planning to tell her when i go sku.
keke.

hmmmmms.
donno going out todae annot lehh.
hen sian !

omgg.
o`level chinese o3days to go ~

thursday__
meet up wif ling at mua hse bus stop den headed down bugis to find xian.
went walkingg aroundd. saw shandy. so longg since i see her. hadd our dinner at ljs.
after dat went walkingg aroundd bugis village and back to bugis junction again.
sucha tiring day.
din buy anithing jus simplyy window shop.

after dat around 8+ i was complaining back to AMK to study norh.
den bo bian we left. xian headed home.
study at mcdonald , but not even 1/2 hr. teckleng came over.
meet up wif lingg tgt wif weien , ivan and yixiang.
dey going over teckleng grandma hse andd askk me and lingg alongg.
den we went over norhs, to eat BA ZHANG. lols !

ahhar ~
after dat back to central again.
went kpool wanted to play pool de but i am de onlyy one whu ish 16. >.<
bo bian went snookerium norhs.
after dat playedd rock fever ~
den lingg askk me look up it was james junior.
tio shock siaa. =P

around 11+ headed to de bus stop norh.
meet up wif jeremy and xiao yong dere.
deyy encounter sumone siao siao de ~
den jeremy kip complaining dat siao guy molest him !
hahahahaha ~
wahahahaha ~

after datt on bus saw his sister. omgg.
of coz din turn around and tok to him lahs.
shyy * rem last time once went out wif him and his sister.
dammmmmm paiseh !
but ish a year back when we are still tgt.
lols.

reach home den kip sms him * ~ xDDDD

2005-05-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

thursday__
pon sku todae.
wake up in de morning telling mummie i din wanan go.
den she say okie lor.

hahaha ~ shiockyy ~
found out all mua jiemeis xcept yun got go. toopidd !
so coincidence lor. din plan for not going sku. lols.

now at home making friendster again.
mua brother`s and sister`s friendster profile ish done by me !
but wif loads of complainsssss from dem. hahahas.
mua brother was complain too gayyy !
so i made a more MAN one for him norh. :))

OMG, jus receive a sms from. *ahems* =P
happy lyke siao.
LALALAA !

later donno going out anot lehh ! think so !
to studyy ~ good girl. xD

wednesday__
raining damm heavily norh.
din wann go sku de.
but jus donno why as usual wake up and go bathe and get ready.
got on de car den i tell mummie i din wanan go.
stupid me !
mummie din object okie. lmao.
shld hab say earlier.
she said "we oso reaching sku ler den eu dun wan go"
=.="
hmmphh ~

sleeping in class and doing nth.
got home sleep as usual.
suppose to go AMK study butt. mua darling jiemei yun tell me she doesnt wan.
coz ish 6+ 7pm when i woke up. lmao.

made mua friendster profile !
rock okiee. hehee ~
now friendster can add html.
i added songs tooo ~ weeettt.

tuesday__
did nth in sku again norhs.
at night jeremy really msg me wor as wat he say de day before.
>.<
hmmms.
donno shld believe his words anot leh.
he say he change ler.
denn was sorrie abt how he treated me in de past.
haiis. donno lahs.

2005-05-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

backie to blog once again,,
todae i ain going aniwhere !
except for tuition. xD
coz o`level chinese ish jus
ONE WEEK AWAY ,,7 DAYS !
I MUS STUDY !!!!!
>.<

ytd went for tuition.
after tuition headed home.
around 7+ left de hse and meet up wif ling at amk mrt.
took a cab down macperson.
meet up wif yun deyuan weihao weiyang dere.
dey went to do sumstuffs den headed to had their dinner.
kinda of funnie coz dey weere avioding sumone. lols.
after dat left macperson in a hurry.
took a bus down esplanade. but we MISSED de stop !
ling din come wif us coz she dn wanna kana scolding from her mum.

stop at orchard and went meridian to release ourself.
after dat de guys wanted to go party world or play pool.
but as usual yun doesnt lyke. ahhar. lols. took a bus and walkk to suntec.
slack dere kinda of long norhs. lols. at de starbucks drinking and slacking.
we were in our own conversation. x))

suddely i receive a msg ! lols. its from jeremy !! lol.
kinda of SHOCK. nono ish VERI shock. lmao.
denn sms sms lor. berii happy to chat wif him. >.<
den chatted alot wor. first time sia.
last time oso never chat so much.
he say he changed alot oh. donno true annot. =x
he askk me go amk find him.
shall go meet him oneday. ahhars. =P
well miss eu boy.

headed over to esplande.
at dere think back of de past.
wif leonard , sam , jeremy.
all de memories of tis last 3 ex i hab. ahhar`z.
and mua tears drop. haiis.
denn sing sum sad songs for yun and worst.
both of us ended wif tearful eyes. =x lols.

seeing de guys were bored and we could see dat dey were tired.
so decided to head for home. yeah`z.
see ain we good. lol.
reach home around 2+ after pomx2 sms awhile jiu doze off ler. heee*

hmmms..
din went liza birthday steamboat on sat.
instead went out wif yun to TM.
lols.
msged dabendan ivan whether he wanan come meet me annot.
but he told me he cant go out.
nahs. its okie.
instead meet up wif damien.
lols.
so paiseh. teehees*
andd i made him missed his train. sorrie boy.

hmmm`z.
find him rather cute.
yaryars. was crapping wif him thru sms.

bought a pink mango top.
kinda of simple top.
x))
but i love it yeah`z. =P
den slackk andd slackk in TM lor.
went shopping around.

den went SNK disiao deyuan.
* ish yun disiao not me.
wahaha`z. i am good girl. =P
its was a super duper tiring dae of walking around norh.
donno feel so so so damm tired.
after dat hav our dinner at long john.
wahaha`z. force yun to buy de food for me.
bleaghs*
after dat while waiting for deyuan and weihao after work.
went de pasar malam walkk walkk norh. nth much
after dat meet up wif de boys den went over to mrt station and home we go.
kinda of enjoyed muaself. yeahs!

2005-05-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

things are simply changing too fast.
i really cant adapt to it.
its lyke so strange yeah?
lols. donno lahs.
nowadays prefer to be at home.
home ish a place where i could SLEEP.

omgg. jus heard sumthing badd from jasmine.
sumone using mua nickk to say sumthing badd abt chumei and reynold.
from wat i heard from jasmine and i read chumei`s blog.
chumei,, i think ish a misunderstanding. eu can clarify from me in msn. x)
hope it dun affect our friendship.

fuck dat bitch siaa.
coz dat time i tagg in chumei`s blog using monica* den de bitch go USE MUA NICK.
FUCK HER. SO DULAN.
FUCKING BITCH OR BASTARD EU CANT USE MUA NICK AND PUTS WORDS INTO MUA MOUTH.
UNDERSTAND ?!?!?!
i hate it when ppl put words into mua mouth. dun let me NOE whu de FUCK are eu.
NB CCB ~

ytd sleep till 6.
suppose to meet at 7 at boon lay.
lols. ling got a hard time coring mua fone waking me yeah?
hahahas. meet ling den took a bus down amk mrt meet yun.
took mrt down boon lay den bought sum food dere.
coz ling and i were hungry lyke hell.
teehees*
took a cab to de sintua. coz we ain familar wif west area.
reached dere. saw jacqueline. first time see her wor. xD
prettie babe. yeahs !
denn de 3 of us jus sit dere do NTH.
haiis. donno why got de feeling of LEFT OUT.
den later belina and girls come ler lorhs. yeah.
den help out awhile niaa. after dat think aloy jiemei askk lay shan for stead.
weet ~
after dat headed home ler.
sleep all de way. so tired.

jus now went to watch star wars III wif jiejie lizhi and korkor.
hmmms. not bad. but i missed de first 2 eposide. dammit.
=( ohyar ! i saw SLYVESTER too !! i find him yd but jie and kor all say he shuck. =.=

later donno going liza birthday party anot. think so ba. sian !!

i am off. x)

SA1 FEAR.

2005-05-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

omgomg`z.

i got backie mua SA1 results ler.

did damm badly okie !

dammit.

i passed 2 subjects and failed 5.

LMAO. mua L1R5 ish lyke 46?

HAHAHA ~ dead.

how am i gonna pass mua o`levels wif tis kinda of results nehs?

i hate studies. make me puke ~

english - 51 / 100 [c6]

chinese - 61 / 100 [b4]

e.maths - 42 / 100 [e8]

a.maths - 11 / 100 [f9]

design and technology - 37 / 100 [f9]

combine humanities [geography & social studies] - 39 / 100 [f9]

combine sciences [physics & chemistry] - 29 / 100 [f9]

lmao. tis ish de bloody results i got.

i mus really stop everything dat distract me ler !!

i wan to study. * try my best * yaryaryar. xD

can eu see how mani RED marks are dere. faints.

todae did nth in sku lor jus checking of scrpits.

happy dad i pass mua english. xD but for de others.

hahahas. i bwg lerhs. =P

going jurong later. coz mua sin tua got help ppl chu tua mahs.

yeahs~ nowadays sin tua siao lor.

everytime oso go sintua.

jus now de dabendan[ivan aka randy] msg me.

toopid de him askk me pei him take mua O`levels next year !~

zhen shi ben si ler !!!!!!

NO WAY MAN. lols. I AM NOT GOING TO FAIL MUA O`LEVELS.

i wan to get into at least a POLYTECNIC.

XDDD

jiayou !!! xP

now toking to lennon in msn. lols.

he jio me go club at sparks tonight.

why so mani ppl going sparks todae?

jasmine oso jio me go.

den dabendan oso going tonight. =.="

i cant go coz going sintua. =D

enjoy urself guys !

ending here lerhs.

signs off* byebyes.

shag*

2005-05-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

haben been blogging for de past one mth. =P

lazy and din wanna come online jus to waste time blogging.

donno why norh. jus dun feel lyke blogging. yeaps.

mani things have change in mua surrounding.

instead everything ba. =)

i haben get use to de changes yet.

haiis. mua mid year ish a terrible one i guess.

got back mua chinese paper and i score 61/100? omgs. dats terrible okie.

i hated it. donno why mua chi drop till so badly.

from a A1 to a B4. wth. i nid to buck up. o`level chinese ish jus 1week+ from now.

how am i gonna study wif tis kinda of attitude. =(

monica eu cant be lazy animore. jiayou.

hmmms.

one thing i am glad dat ish most of de peeps surrounding me are attached !

mua precious lil` jiemeis.[yun ping ling xian] glad to see dem dat why.

ahhar. jiemeis-tong left me alone w/o stead yeah? hahas.

i guess it will last for sumtime ba.

dun wanna get attached. guys simply are jerks. yaryaryar.

dun gib a fucking care abt dat.

yun ji dian peeps oso almost all are attached. glad to hear dat.

but one thing ish dat all of us hav drifted. haiis.

ahbiah`jiemei finally ish wif peiyen. his dreams hab came true.

yeah ! so damm happy for him.

for yihui`jiemei. he ish wif belina. lols. verii surprise to hear dat.

den aloy`jiemei he oreadi got sumone in mind. jus nid sumtime.

sot his mind out and dey will be tgt berii soon. i guee. teehees*

j`aloy got his own stead. [unknown] =P

john ish wif siling. jiayou. 6mth+? hehe. kampateh.

aubrey wif ainah. yeahs. xD

guoming`jiemei i really hope eu can find one too wor.

thanks for being dere for me.

i rem eu said dat i dun find sumone eu oso wun. cannot wor.

jiemei huggs* love eu lots.

all of eu mus treat ur steads good good wor. yeahh ~

wahahas ~ i guess clubbing in MOS will be a verii frequent thing for yu ji dian ppl.

yeah. =P

i really experience mani things for de past one mth !

i went Choa Chu Kang Chinese Cemetry.

ton dere for a nighty till de next dae. =.=

spent another night dere wif all de sin tua ppl.

went clubbing at MOS after de first day of mua paper wif de above names mention.

dey are all de chiongsters. =x hehehe*

i am pure good girl. xDDD

yeahs its was fun and i really had enjoy it.

habe been going sin tua lyke siao lor.

omg mans. lols. seeing alot of yandaos in other tuas too.

as well as sumone whu looks lyke t*** when we went MOS. =x wahahaa ~

angeline jie eu noe right yeahs dats our SECRET. =P

wahaha. so happy dat i am finally sixteen.

i LOVE night life it rocks lyke hell.

but i cant be out everytime.

parents will ground me if i continue tis way,,

dey ain happy wif de things i do and de way i handle stuffs.

yaryaryar. i am always at de wrong path.

studies are de biggest headache for me now. hate it man.

i habe no time for watever boy girl relationship.

all are pack of lies ! hate dem.

mua love life never smooth. yeahs.

will be sum time before i start afresh.

dat will be when i think i really found sumone suitable. mua wangzi. =x

ahhar. maybe?

but dat mus include sumone whu wans me ! lols.

i am wondering shld i close down all mua accts in friendster too.

but after toking to ling abt dat. she told me eu she de meh?

i tt over. yar. i really bu she de all de testis. and all de friends i made dere

=P jus dun feel lyke noeing aniguy thru dere norh.

leonard and sam. both are bad relationship i experience.

dey hurt me far too much till now i feel NTH at all.

hahahaha ~

hmmms..

i happy dat leonard still show his concern for me *sumtimes* lols.

and sam. whu always beg me to study. =P i will try okie. yeahs.

hehehee*

things ain going smoothly for me. yar. donno lahs.

sumtimes feel so carefree. sumtimes feel so stressful.

i gonna cut down de time i chat on de fone to STUDY !

i realised mua mistake.

i spent TOO MUCH time on others. [chatting on fone using de com]

all of tis are rubbish which i can cut down.

chatting on fone causes me to hab panda eyes and its so uglie ! @.@ wahaha.

all of tis can be cut down. besides going out.

coz i LOVE going out okie. no one gonna stop me from dat.

yeahs~

gonna blog whenever i got de time.

cya.

boredbored.

2005-04-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

hmmms. todae in sku sleepp.

tirredd sehs.

during eng,, miss tan was so angry of mua class,,

she went out and never come back

oppss. =x

die ler. hurhur`z.

when she was gone. junkai kip disiao me !

grrhs !~ kip saying xingkai ish mua ex. alamakxx. ass hole.

so paiseh lor. ahhhhhh ~

den was chaasing him all de while even after sku in canteen. lols.

aafter sku suppose to go for napfa 5 items. bud i feeling lazy.

so went home wif xian. yeahs.

__________

monday - go sku den after sku went home for tution. yeahs.

dats all.

__________

sunday - did nth but went for tuition.

after tuition went far east meet up wif yun, aloy jiemei, guoming jiemei, aubrey, jaloy.

slackk dere. den headed to pacific plaza.

coz i wanna look at those kinda of bigbig pencil box.

den to esplanade.

was playing in esplandee enjoying ourselves lors.

wahaha. busily taking photos. so zi lian. =x

after dat walked to lau pa sak had dinner.

i only ate one bowl of almond longan ice. xD

jiu went home ler.

enjoyed muaself. xDDD

reached home not verii long. xiaozhu cored me.

wahaha. he jus arrived s`pore not long.

on his way home in cabbie.

so wu xim of him worr. >.<

mwah ~

chu dua.

2005-04-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

ytd went amk meet up wif ling and yun.

dey had their dinner dere while i ate rotiboy.

xDD

jian fei. wahahas.

den we headed to bishan meet up wif yun ji dian ppl.

before dey reach my resman brother was dere too.

but he left for training sobbs.

wait and wait for yun ji dian peeps.

took so long before dey come down okie. lols.

hmmphh ~

ytd got dalisayapek, greenfacemoneygod,

blackfacemonkeygod, aloy jiemei dono jump wat wor.

cant rem. after doing things.

den went over to our new tua de place.

at dere verii long wor.

after finish jumping we slackk dere.

singing, running around, chatting.

yeahs. love being wif dem.

no stress and it was so damm fun.

mwahhs ~

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

YUN JI DIAN 184 -

put our stuffs dere den hop onto de lorry and home we go.

xiaodi drop us at different stops lorr.

got tampiness de, bedok, hougang, amk`s, and me thomson.

wahahas.

but it was oreadi so late.

by de time i reach home was abt 1+.

can see xiaodi was dead tired. =)

thanks for de ride home.

yeaps.

__________

sumthing amusing was,,

wahahas. i slept from ytd night around 2 to today 12+

den wake up had mua lunch and slept again,,

from 2+ to 4+

dammit.

i am so PIG.

wahahas.

so bored noww.

grhhs.

oohoh ! xiaozhu coming backie home tml.

xDDD

misshim wor.

wahahas. see i so good !

2005-04-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

hohoho ` !

wo hui lai ler. xDDD

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY.

today in school ish all SLACKING.

rock mans. wahahas.

ohyar ! i ate a cricket and a beetle during a exhibition at our atrium.

it was set up by ros whu brought all those from cambodian. wahahas.

de taste of criket was nice but not de beetle.

shuck okie. =x i ate wif lay kim.

we are de only girls in mua class whu ate de stuffs.

wahahas.

i puted after eating de beetle. and kin run tu canteen to drink water.

den after sku suppose to stay backie for remedial,,

i din. =x runs off. wahahas.

reach home sleeps awhile,,

now gonna go out soon.

going amk meet up wif yun and ling den slack awhile.

go bishan meet up wif yun ji dian peeps.

coz donno wat tua nid dem jump. xDD

sure veri fun.

today yun ji dian first tiime chu tua wear our own shirt

>.<

__________

xiaozhu. faster come backk !!!

gtg byes ! muacks.

2.4km

2005-04-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

i am tired !!!

so so tiredd ~ anione pls helpp.

lols. jus finish running 2.4km. siao liaos.

mua timing was 15.11 omggg ~ i did so badly tis time.

mua right leg muscle was so pain while running.

mua knee injuries lyke coming back.

haiis~ donno wat happen nehs.

='(

think ish too long no exercise liao ba.

fat fat fat ~

dat time during pe i run 12.00 lor. wthh ~ sobb.

tis morning got up and went to sku.

lesson were all de same.

nth much.

did mua phy test. dammit ~

mua mcq got 6/15

wahaha !

i failed. =x

aniways pass mua emaths test dat i did dat day.

got 15/25

so happy wor.

so long since i pass maths. xDDD

i simply so so so tiredd.

hengs last night slept earlie.

or else everyone will see a panda.

wahahaha.

during assembly bought sum crackers and eating.

sshiokky ~

actually wanna pon today de napfa 2.4 de.

coz i noe i cant run today.

hahaha. but yun din wan to. so jus run lor.

pass can ler.

lalala.

now chatting in msn wif mua jiejie.

real jiejie wor.

toking craps wif her. LMAO.

donno wat she did to mua msn. sobb.

now i cant dl ani songs.

__________

xiaozhu,, ur 2nd day in taiwan wor. fun mahs? wahahas.

eu msged me dat eu cant find ani pressie for me.

jkjk.

its okie lahs. xD

yeaps \ enjoyy ~

g0nes ]] *

haiis.

2005-04-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

jus woke up from mua nap,,

so tired wors.

>.<

ytd went bishan meet up wif yun ji dian peeps.

din really enjoy dere.

in fact unpleasant things happen. haiis.

aloy jiemei,, i dun care i dun take ur words for leaving tua.

i take it as jus words of anger.

;)

today was super tired in school.

dun noe why wor.

started doing sum work during maths lessons.

xDDD

feel so guaii. kekes.

during recess gib jimmy xiaozhu a cor.

coz he was leaving s`pore ler.

haiis~ sobsobb.

xiaozhu iMu wor.

shyys *

tsktsk.

__________

after sch had english prelim oral.

omggg~

dun noe able to do well anot.

was stumbling when i was reading. kaiis.

picture discussion din noe wat to say.

and was stunn when doing de conversation.

='(

pray hard *

i dun wish to fail.

__________

yeahs. glad to receive ur sms dat eu reach taiwan liaos.

enjoy ur stay dere wor.

take good care of urself.

eu told me eu feeling cold.

mus wear more jacket,,

in de night mus gai bei bei wor.

hehes. while eu are overseas.

i will try hard to FLOOD UR TESTI.

bleaghs.

mwahhs (:

_____

things will be better,,

no more up and down.

everything goes on smoothly.

happy birthday xiaozhu,,

2005-04-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

happy birthday jimmy aka xiaozhu.

i feeling so damm tiredd,,

ytd had a conf till around 1+ 2 lyke dat.

boooooo...

today was so so so sleepy in class.

slept during sum periods.

so shiockk ~

nth much to blog today.

_____

xiaozhu,,

tml going overseas ler wor.

mus take care lehs !

xDDD

remember mua pressie ~ wahahaha.
will miss yaa ~

_____

going out later to meet up wif yun ji dian peeps.

yeahs. going sum sin tua again ba. xD

mwahhs //`- ending here.

2005-04-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

donno wat happen to mua stupid blog.

cant blog properly.

lols. hackk ~

de last few days are jus simply sum stuffs lazy to blog everything.

on friday got my sports meet.

got 2nd for cca race 8x50m.

xDDD

got serene,,kelvin,,me,,benjimin,,

weiling,,junkai,,tingyin,,weilong

basketball rocks !

denn sat was bernard didi birthday,,

happy birthday didi.

went out wif him,,xian,,jianliang,,sandy

lionel and jianliang friend came to meet us later.

slack in town // ps.

watch the pacifier.

kinda of nice lahs.

all of dem left,, left me and bernard di

den he meet up wif his friends lorhs.

slack in ps till 11 lyke dat

den i when to meet up wif elmo kor and lingta jie.

after dat kor going MU mahs.

so i went to meet yun,, peiying,, cedric,, matthew,, sean.

yeahs. denn go parklane,,

wanted play pool but no space.

so i played rock fever.

saw alot peeps in town

xDD

today stay backie for chem remedial nth much oso.

jus got home from phy/chem tuition. sianns.

2005-04-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

omgs,,

feeling so hungry now.

coz i haben eaten mua dinner.

lunch only grap a bite nia.

was feeling cold as usual in school,

had chi dens pe.

played rugby during pe.

kinda of fun.

but jus only de basic.

yeaps. xD enjoyed muaself.

eng was slacking.

after recess was amaths test.

dammit.

gonna fail for sure. =(

haii ~

den was chem,,

was in de lab anihow mixing chemicals.

lols. coz i donno wat to do.

keke~

after dat slack in canteen before heading to dnt.

at dere do mua project stuffs lorhs.

coz mr leow wanna see me mahs.

after went home.

stuck at mua hse bus stop becoz of de rain

but in de end i jus hack and walk in de rain.

till now,, i am using de com.

yeaps.

gonna stop here soon.

going for mua dinner ! mum ish rushing me.

xDDD

tml gonna hab alot of tests !

emaths ,, geo ,, chi compo.

shiityy ~

huggs*

shagg.

2005-04-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

yawnns*

jus got home from bugis,,

ytd chatted in de conf cor til 2am.

=O so tired.

suppose to cor jimmy xiaozhu.

but i donno wat time i will be putting down de fone

so i askk him to sleep first.

sorrie. =x

wahahas. i noe eu will read tis entry.

lalalalas. hmmms.

school,, feeling so tired in all de lessons

slept in few periods

but i am still feel SLEEPY ~

feeling more and more lyke a PIG ~ LOLS.

physics kip kana scolding from mr shahari

coz me and ling was toking thruout de whole lesson.

wahahas.

hmmms. got backie mua chi testpaper,,

goshh. 27/50 =(

mua chi getting from bad to worst.

i mus get A1 or A2 for mua o`levels chi !!!

dun care.

amaths kana chase out of de class

for not doing work.

>.<

hurhurs.

sharon saw and she was shouting.

piack her !

opps.

denn was CME. saw two SIA LAN KIA.

puiis *

hurhurs.

after dat was dnt.

denn was english remedial.

bored sia. only i one girl go.

others all boyys.

wahaha !

tis shows dat i am a good girl !

xDDD

no lahs.

oso to kill time while waiting for yun to finish her oral chi.

after dat headed to bugis.

was all drench when we leave de school

as it was raining damm heavy okie.

slack in a bus stop coz we were trap dere.

sobbbs *

went bugis de toilet dry ourselves

elmo kor cored me ; say janice saw me?

wahahas !

denn bernard di oso tell me zhiting saw me.

>.<

LOL.

after dat went to look for

aloy jiemei ; aubrey ; xiaodi ; ah biah ; jaloy ; leizhenzi.

go buy sin tua de things lorhs.

den guoming jiemei meet up wif us too.

yeapps.

slackk till 7+ 8 denn all went back home.

feeling so damm tiredd.

tml having amaths test.

gosh ; i noe nothing ; gonna fail AGAIN.

GONES ~

2005-04-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

whooo,,

i backie to blog.

after wasting so much time

on de process of making tis toopid blog.

made tis blog abt 1/2 a mth ago but din got de time to blog

and change de layout.

last week finally find sumtime making it

coz i was feeling so damm bored at home.

school was boring today.

nth amuse me.

was feeling damm cold okie.

it was raining since i got up from bedd and all de way to i got home.

slept during amaths period and was woke by mr ong.

sobbs* den kana sum scolding as usual.

during emaths period me, ling and dah was askk out of de class

had a tok wif mr ong lorhs.

>.<

he say why we never do our work all dat stuffs.

wahaha !

coz we are LAZY.

XDDD

after sku got home sweet home.

bored tu death !

going for tuition later.

sianns.

now chatting in msn wif yun and aubrey,,

as well as liza honey and bernard di,,

both in conference conversation.

yeapps.

poor bernard di.

sat den she and her friends

will noe wat de after effect of beating ya.

jie sayang ya *

mwahhs (:

newblog

2005-03-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

okie i am back wif a new blog. =)

donno whys suddenly feels lyke using blogspot.

yeaps.

gibme sum comments okie.

mwahhs*

huggs&kissess ]] *